Early Days of Career

End of College Life in 2017-

It was in April 22nd 2017, i ended my college life. Felt becoming like a free bird, but actually i become a creepy-type thinking randomly about my career. I got zero placements in college, though i have tried a bit harder for getting into Tata consultancy services (TCS), BOSCH, Titan etc.., but i haven't succeeded it. While leaving the college i was thinking i will get a government Job. Mom and Dad are pointing my head with whats next ?? I was keeping a blank face and told them that i am planning something big. Here is where i took a wrong step in life. I heard of my Madam's (Project Guide) advise that to go to Hyderabad and study Graduate Aptitude Test Engineering (GATE). The toughest exam where most guys fail to do. I took IES (Indian Engineering Services) as my priority in coaching from Made Easy, Hyderabad. Even though i have made some good and best friends out of my 4 years battle. Just saw them last, bid a good bye and parted from the college leaving some tears to my 4-year golden memories. In India every successful Engineering student don't have a great life to be honest.

Every year, lakhs of engineers are coming out of their respective engineering Colleges, doing Nothing, fighting for Jobs. Some parents make them work in fields, some make them run their family business, some make them try for Government jobs, some make them try for Abroad studies and so on. My story is the same shit as them but with a different vision. That vision is what that makes me feel the aliveness ever and forever. Working for the thing that you love makes that feel more pronounced. Believe me, life is a complete package of Failures, Rejection, Complexities, Success, Enjoyment, Aliveness, Satisfaction, Romance, Love, Hate, Truth, Lust, Fake etc..,  Your life is complete if you underwent the Complete package. If you have achieved your own complete package, you can happily die.

Many times your thoughts will be dejected and your inner-self will be rejected by Men and many times by girls. This is the world where there is no time for the people to understand who you are and what you are even if you are ready. At first those blows of rejection and dejection will be painful, slowly it will get accustomed in blood and heart. Just face it with full will and never give up, because i have a strong hope that there will be some set of people who wishes to read your complete story and understand who you are.

Coming to my family, i have a Younger sister named Prathyusha, my mother and father. We are actually a typical South Indian Brahmin family, where restrictions are up to the neck. Being living from childhood, i was pretty accustomed to those restrictions and this story is all about how i transformed from those restrictions like a typical rule breaker and how i managed to make some things happen in life.

Before going deep into my story, i will tell some of those restrictions that influenced me to change-
1) There is no talk about Love stories and romantic stories in family. If i talk by chance, dad gets angry.
2) No way for going for a family movies. Never went to a movie with my family ever till date.
3) Do friendships with only the guys who is having great status, who does good in studies and who is always decent, silent. Others should not be considered.
4)No friends in Girls. Strictly avoided. Parents say girls will ruin your career.
5)Most of the life is dedicated to Studies, getting class first and getting a Government Job. 
6)Enjoy life within indoors, no trips, no exploration.
7) Tours should be strictly devotional
8)Should not stay in friend's house for more than 6 hours. If i stay, there will some 10-20 missed calls in phone.
9)No long drives.
10)Happiness should come from Hyper-tension, i hope that's why my daddy has High B.P.
11)No money for fancy items, Enjoyment.
12)Less understanding with parents that will automatically result in more Fights. I should be like a warrior in Game of thrones to fight with Parents. But ultimately it ends with parents victory.
13)I strongly desire to see my parents smiling very happily in life. But it should not be my status nor any other thing that i possess. But its impossible as they are unable to Change.
14) No cocktails or beers.
15) Most decisions in my house are taken by my relatives, as my parents want to be great before them instead of feeling happy among themselves. This is one of the main reason why i am thrown into Engineering after my High School.
16) I should dress decently, no unbuttons. Shitty thing !!
17)Sorry for PubG and other games.

After all those restrictions, its my wish to change one by one. I started this mission way in my early college days. Shifting from the restricted life into a free bird and enjoying the life i wish. People say becoming bad is easy, becoming good is difficult. In my life, becoming bad is equally equally difficult to becoming good. My goal is not to become a rogue nor a rowdy. Its always to stay in the border-line of good and bad, balancing it according to the situation. Its equally important to learn some bad things as we are not a perfect species. Projecting yourself as good has no value in the current society. People will point that you are lying.

I am Sai Praneeth and here is my story that is going to begin. I am promising you all that i have tried my best to write my exact story.

The crush i never Forget:

In order to Change those all restrictions, started to see if any girl friends click for my fate. It was a cold morning in Coimbatore, the place where i studied. I can still feel the smell of the day. There was a morning session in College and after that everyone was busy with the placements. I being the most-regular guy in college, went to attend the class and after that everyone was called for placements session where the Company guys came for the recruitment. Me being a placement representative, started marching towards the Placement block (everyone calls it Rudra Block). Rudra J.J a former principal of Government College of technology, Coimbatore which is actually my college. There came an young lady with a charming beauty out of a class room near to the placement hall. I was just looking at her beautiful face and she saw my eyes, gave a smile and went off in a flash. She was the one that killed me like a flash magnet. Literally my eyes were twisted. She belongs to Computer Science engineering and she is now some where abroad. She is the girl i really dream off. I feel envious when she speaks with her peer guys. I even followed her twice but never ever dare to tell my feelings to her. During night i plan to propose her murmuring the proposal words "I love you...." under my bed sheets, so that no one hears me out. The time when i was about to quit the college, i was about to say those three golden words to her on her face, but she went along with other guy for submitting their project report to her professors. That was the time i felt loosing some person, who is more important than a ocean to me. Crazily attracted mind never looks back !! But the hell is i tried to forget her from my memories and successfully did that and completely erased her in one week. God damn !! i escaped from the pain, finally. 

This is far better story than my first Crush, who is my class mate.  She is no where compared with her in beauty, Mindset, Talk. But i think its my age and urges that made me become crazy for her to be frank. Adding some few lines about First crush, she is my batch mate, i never felt her in the way of butterflies. One day in September 2014, we went to Kochi as a part of Industrial Visit to Kochi, Kerala. I was talking with her casually throughout the tour and suddenly out of nowhere we started talking more in bus while returning back to Coimbatore. I mean the whole night. This slowly made me fall in love for her. Without seeing her beauty, i was completely into her. Few days later i proposed her, she told no as it was her family issue. I said okay but again asked her. What she did is she started to tell her male-friends about my proposal and posted all my messages to them. This is very cheap !! I gave up on her. It took about a month for me to get out of her memories.

There was one more crush, who is very enthusiastic towards engineering subjects. She literally loves Engineering. She is the one i usually call during exam timings. I slowly started falling in love for her. This fall was more pronounced when we both went to Internship in Tamil Nadu Electricity Board (TNEB), Coimbatore. There we eat lunch together and spend the time discussing about the subject. I showed the signals of Love to her and we got close as friends. We used to discuss daily about the future life daily. She told that she has a crush on me. But it never worked out. I used to feel the pain when she told that she has proposed another guy in her school days. One day, i had a big fight with her and she blocked me and i too did the same. Finally before the college was about to end, on farewell, we met again. I told sorry and she too told the same. Then we went to Juice shop nearby. She told i know that you love me, but i don't want to say that. I was about to say those 3 golden words, but stopped my shitty mouth from blabbering. Something stopped me. I said "Lets Go" and said good bye to her. This ended up and before the final day, i only called her and cried that i am gonna miss you. She told why are you crying ? I have no interest in listening to your Cries. The point is its my Love, she don't even love me. After one year, i started a conversation with her and posted a big message to her about my love. She rejected me again, saying i hate falling in love with you. Get lost from my life.

Moving to Hyderabad and All about my Lonely Life:

On May 14th, 2017 i went to my Brother Prasanna's marriage function in Arcot happily ate delicious food and from there i went to Hyderabad. I thought i would crack that because i was topper of Academics in College. I was enjoying the journey to Hyderabad. That was the turning point in my life. I stepped in Hyderabad, parents were there like shadow for me. I told them farewell and i went to a PG in Hyderabad with my friend Sankar and Maniratnam. They were the guys from my college.

The initial days in Hyderabad were like just focusing on what the lecturer tells and writing notes, coming home and again studying. Quite Boring !!! There was a study-guy near my room in PG who studies whole day like anything. He is quite boring, but i somehow managed to make him friend for asking doubts in my subjects. Life is now full of studies, nothing more. No enjoyment, No freedom, nothing. This is very angry moment. I hit the walls hard, as i took one bad decision. I have struggled like anything. Fighting with unknown elements of life. No big friends, No emotional attachments, No Thrill, No outings. Usually i was brought-up like Studies-Studies shit and also like very decent nature, very lonely. This made me lonely there also. Being alone with people around literally kills.

Not much life, I got accustomed to pain in myself. Parents called me occasionally and neither my sister. The memories at those times remember me those days of Hardship and those days of Loneliness where my dad and mom went to office saying were are busy, leaving me alone in home when i was in Childhood. I think myself as a failure that i don't even got enough love even from my parents and neither from anyone around me. Suffering is the only gift god gave me in my life. Its good as that suffering is what make me live Alive, posing me a challenge.

It was all about i am loosing Hope in my that i can't crack GATE exam facing all these difficulties. Then there was a guy named Vijay Challa. He was the one and only person whom i remember in my entire Hyderabad days. He taught me the ways to crack the exam and also the ways to make a peaceful life, Yoga etc.., He was very much considerate about my life and whereabouts. We keep on practicing for the exam and i finally gave the exam on February 10th 2018, which was an ultimate failure. I came home without tears, went to bed room and cried fully like the pillow got completely wet. The pain you all can see it in my words.  From the bottom of my heart, there are no crushes in Hyderabad. I was fully into subject. Let me say my way of life in Hyderabad. Morning 6 am i wake up and directly go bath before my room mate gets up (Just my shitty-competitive attitude). Then i rush to the Made Easy center in Hyderabad around 6.30 am and will be staying in Class till 9 or some times 10 am. Take a tea-break fast break for half an hour and again come back listen till 1 pm or even 2 pm in afternoon and again 1 hour lunch break and again focus till night or some times till 9 pm.  Honestly the days are like creepy and really its harsh to remember. I enjoyed to most the Typical Hyderabad weather is like sometimes it rains very heavily in Mornings during July and August as its core-part of Monsoon. I felt hurt sometimes seeing rains because i am the Weatherman, doing and running a page in Facebook. Those days in college particularly 2015-2017 was a golden period for me as i came in news paper almost 10-15 times a month. Got some valuable 21000 followers for my page. Things look fine right? It all went like a giant building getting collapsed. Will tell the reason as we move into the story. 

Now that i failed to succeed in GATE. Next my parents are forcing me what to do. Typically i love my parents for giving me birth. But i hate them as they give respect and care based on my status and Rank i get. Of course they care for me but i never feel it whole heart till date and never. I forcefully took decision of studying for Staff Selection Commission (SSC) examination. Went to Chennai and returned to Tirupati, my Home town by June hitting nothing. It all went on like this. I joined the course on February 19th at RACE coaching institute, one of the best in Chennai for Banking jobs. I took a Solo room very nearby to the Institute. I was very unlucky to be solo again in my room. I started to study very hard (This only i can say), showing all my anger which i didn't achieved in GATE Exam. I tried to prove my best, amazing almost all the girls in that RACE-SSC training. They all started to call me "Study guy", in fact its shitty when girls tag you that. Almost had one more crush there. She was a christian and looks amazing to my eyes. I started to talk to her. But never went beyond Casual talks. After just 2 months, the coaching is done and i went to practice in home. During the class hours i usually sit with Class peers. There were the Bike Guy (Harish), Traditional-Guy (Arun) who became very close to me. I was good in Maths, so i used to teach them Maths. They became some what close. Then i and Arun decided to share my room. So finally i have got a room mate. I was thrilled. But the things went opposite as his habits are not suiting me and i feel burden to share my room with him. Finally one day his brother came there and he told that he will shift to another room. I was happy, but i felt sad that again i am going to be alone. 

I used to call Harish for sharing room, but he never showed interest to come to my room. But he always encourages me that one day i will be some where high. Thank you buddy for all the support !! Miss you till date, as i left that hostel after one month Arun vacated. I came home 10th of June and started preparing for SSC in a very weird way. I lost hope on the exam, as it was postponed a lot due to its internal issues. That was the time i took decision of going to study M.Tech in SV university. Let me conclude that story. I was preparing for SSC when Arun left the Room and suddenly i created a situation that i need book for preparing in the name of my crush. I called her on phone, taking her number from another girl. It went up good at start and ended up like a hell, as she got my inner voice. I felt the rejection after a long time. Really felt the pain..But it too lasted for 3-4 days. See the decrease in time span.

After that i was happily starting my M.Tech career with fullest enthusiasm and courage. I filed an application for Power Systems engineering with my poor GATE Score. They demanded 1 lakh INR for the studies as donation. My parents gave them that amount and I Joined.

Masters degree without a Master Praneeth:

Feeling happy that i have nothing but a hope in Life. That hope was still alive when i joined M.Tech degree. That fire of forecasting Weather was deep rooted somewhere in heart. I got some good friends from Country side named Basha (True-Lover), Rajiv Anna (Slow and Sincere). I had a dream to study in such a college that is very near to my house. Just roughly a kilometer. It was all good with friends, till i again fallen for a village girl this time in college. That girl is very natural, that naturalist-mentality driven me into her. She speaks very sweet. God damn !! I almost fallen for her and realized the rejection as she was already Married and the divorce application was in court. She said no when i said i love her. I was rolled upside down. Broken heart. Actually i got rejected at 5 pm or so, it was indeed a harsh night to remove her from my memories. By next day evening i was happily enjoying with my Friends. Now the time has quite reduced a lot. But indeed i am injuring my will to love a girl in future. The college mid-term exams were begin and me and my crazy mind started to study with all rigor. I don't even like to study this Engineering. Indeed i was crazily interested to do some great stuff on Weather Forecasting. I kept on pushing my goal forward. Parents are happy because they have got some reason to validate my failures. In fact my life is always like I have to give the all love in me, but i return not even a one-percent of that. This is what my heart feels. I initially was worrying, but it all went off in a flash and i care-less. Even sometimes i broke off in tears saying that i have not got enough things in life.  But my sister started to return some of the love i give her. I remember this from October 2018, where i used to stay in home chit-chatting for long hours. She spent the time in listening my inner voice. She got it !!  We became as thick as a Iron-metal. Very strong to break. If it breaks by chance, it easily fits and becomes more stronger. She slowly become the person with whom i share my bright and dark thoughts. She never criticizes for those dark thoughts and always supports me for being whom i am. 

Sister, my First Love:

She is the one who i trust the most. She knows everything about me, she encourages me every time for who i am and never loves me for my status and pride. She has a very much love towards Dogs. She got dejected when her lovely dog maggie died in my house. Actually it was a street dog, but my sister loved that dog very much. She used to call me maggie, i used to behave as a dog before her to make her happy. She loves that very much and we also used to play the different roles of dog. Calling dogs in street with different names like for example a dog with Tiger scales as 'Vaatha Kukka'. In Telugu it means Scaled dog. I thank her for everything. I also say sorry to her as i missed her Love when i was from childhood as i was always compete her in studies. This always resulted in unwanted quarrels. But when the time came where i have no one to give me the love, she stood before me. That is of course true. Who in this world dedicate their time for a person? Of course she did and i am ready to do anything for her. 

Start-up Ideas with Faded pieces:

Now coming back to the life, i have two things happening. There was a guy named Ponish Jitta who is very much business Minded and initially he showed me his patented Charging of Mobiles inside a shelf. I was attracted to his words and joined his Team where i met a genius guy named Afzal. He is the guy who resembles like Tony Stark (Iron-man movie Character). Of course he is a big fan of him. But he is more driven towards Robotics, Internet Of Things etc., really Genius. Analogous to him there was another guy in my college named Devarajan. He too is similar to him but Deva is more inclined towards software, but Afzal is more towards Design of Circuits. Afzal want to develop his products but he can't find a way through Ponish. So he silently started showing disinterest towards him. Now, me, Ponish, His Girl Friend were the only persons in the team. We went to multiple Business Incubators for displaying our both ideas. Oh my god ! what is my idea. Of course i can proudly say that is developing an automated way for Weather Forecasting. We also went to Atmospheric Labs in SV University for Weather Forecasting products. There i met Vijaya (Student) very passionate on Weather. Of course she is a big fan of me, that is my Forecasting page. It all went of Interesting. One fine day we all discussed and kept the name as HYMIES (Hydro Meteorological Innovative and Exploitative Solutions). This guy is like he never shows complete interest on one thing but falls of something that is interesting to him. With very less patience. But in an other way he is good in making people attracted by the words. 

 

I joined hands with him because i can throw my loneliness away. But he turned to be a weird personality. I lost hope on him and i started showing disinterest. Before that we started a office on my house top, vacating the tenants. That was the official office of our Weather project. We purchased the infra-structure and all other requirements of office. That office lasted for 3 months before we got a subsidiary call from Nvipani company, Bangalore. That company is of course a alumni of SV University. I can say its the whole work of Ponish, as he bought them before me. I and he negotiated and they nodded their heads, as a sign of approval. I was very happy and even Ponish. Before we went to Bangalore in April-end. The day we went to Nvipani, they told we'll see the matter but this time they seemed least interested. I lost hope and even Ponish too. The reason was quite simple, we don't have a proper Business plan to negotiate. This is the state of Inexperience and proper decision making. Soon my parents started to notice that i am going to nothing. They started to treat me badly like creating unwanted fights and of Course hatred. I have no clue what to do. I felt losing the vibe and decided to close the company, find something other. I called my brother Prasanna, who is actually the CEO of Dilogy Solutions to help me. I told some part of the story and he told he will definitely help me. He told me start with Arduino Micro controller and i started studying it. After studying it for a week, i told him that i will come to your place for learning his company's current project on Arduino. I went to Hosur, as Parsanna's mother told to come there. There i saw my Grand mother's sister and her husband. Took some blessings from them and then went to Dharmapuri. Now this is interesting. We had a dinner near Krishnagiri, a place on the way from Hosur to Dharnmapuri. I used my weather forecasting skills to track the Thunderstorms, i was forecasting it for Dharmapuri and told them that it will rain in Dharmapuri very soon as we reach there and it happened as i said. My brother was rather happy, as he too loves nature. A day later i started from Dharmapuri and reached Tirupathi. Started to narrate the entire story to my parents. They were happy somehow. After few days, Prasanna called me that there is a company called Knowledge Lens in Bangalore. Just go and meet Mr.Sudheesh, the CEO of the company. Of course that is the turning point.